Interview
Nathalie Djurberg & Hans Berg in a conversation with Thomas Häusle
THOMAS
Since 2004, you´ve always been called an artist couple. What did you do before? And did the content of your work change?
NATHALIE
Yeah. I mean. I was already an artist and already doing animations and I had been trying to work with musicians also. But that didn´t work. I also tried to steal music and cut it and use that. But that didn´t work really either. So… I forgot the question. What was the question? What did you do before? No I mean I made art and Hans made music but I don´t think you took it that serious before you started working-
HANS
No, before I was always making music. I didn´t really commit to it so much. It was more like a hobby. And then I met Nathalie and started working and she made me realize that music is the most important thing that I wanted to do and so I started working on it full time. So she convinced me to take the step and actually do this.
NATHALIE
The work changed- For me the music is really really like 50% of the work because if you take away the music, the work becomes something else and so for me the music is incredibly important. I think that one of the most important things for me to do was to let go of control of that big part of the work because it really changes how you view the work. So letting Hans complete freedom to actually change the work to where he also wanted it to go.
HANS
Yeah. In the beginning was not so…
THOMAS
And if you stick to the music, how does it work to get it? Do you influence each other during the production process? Or is it separate processes that kind of grow in together afterwards?
NATHALIE
I think that there is one part that is collective, because we have our studios at home so it´s so close and it´s the entire environment in which we work. But then the process of the making and the ideas I have for the animation and so, it´s completely mine and very private but then I share it with Hans and his process is also very private, so there are these two separate spheres and then we share a part of it.
HANS
Yes because it´s so little the space between our studios. So we come and discuss things that we are working on. Nathalie can come and listen a little bit of music that I´m doing and I come and see what she´s doing.
NATHALIE
Yes because I can´t avoid hearing you working on it! I hear this loop over and over for days and even weeks and sometimes it makes me come and listen to it again. Incredibly annoying
THOMAS
You, Nathalie, said recently, actually yesterday, something maybe very important. It´s not the “what” that counts for you, is more the “why” that really counts in what you´re doing. Even in the perception of you art and the “what” is mainly developed in the mind and the view of the visitor. What´s the “why” then? What´s your “why”?
NATHALIE
First just a tiny little bit about the “what”. It´s not even in the mind of the visitor, I think, because the “what” is only when you step back and want it explained. It´s like sitting down to have dinner but explaining every course. Like here you have the potatoes and is taste kind of like this, there is some butter in it and here you have this and there´s the meat. And the meat tastes kind of like this. But that will never explain-
THOMAS
So the “what” is more “about” and not “it”?
NATHALIE
Yeah and because the “what” can never explain what it actually is. So no matter how much you explain the “what”, or the more you explain it, the more you take away what it actually is, because it removes you from what it is. Because art is so great! I think in the society, we rely so much on speech, so much on theories and concept and be able to translate all that into words. But art is so fantastic, because you don´t need to. And it´s actually usually better when you don´t talk too much about it, because you lose what it actually is, which is something better described not in words but as the making of it. So, when you said yesterday you were going to ask me about the “why” and not the “what”, it intrigued me, because “why” is so interesting for me. I was actually thinking about it all night and be like “why not?”
HANS
But “why” is a key question more for the understanding of what we are doing. “why” goes more to the core of what we are doing. ´Cause “what” is a descriptive kind of thing but “why” already is like “What is the thing that drives us forward to make this?”
NATHALIE
And then you can come to the “why not” because you can drag something so long that it completely loses it´s meaning and in a way it´s meaningless. You take away the art. Probably no one will die if I stop making art. So it´s not sure that anybody would care at all. For me this becomes interesting because then I really have to do it. For me. It´s for me. And if it doesn´t really affect me or change me or really interest me or pull me or drag me somewhere, it can´t be interesting for someone else. You can´t do something and be cut off from that and still have it count for someone else. Because we are not that separate.
HANS
It´s also a bit what we are talking about, ideas, where they come from. We are talking about what pulls you and intrigues you. It´s something, it sounds like we have that under control. Because we´ve been talking about ideas and where they come from. We don´t make them. They appear somewhere and for me it´s more like- My job is more to see when an idea comes up and sort of grab it.
THOMAS
So the question of what inspires you and the content, the things, where do the ideas come from is hard to answer…
NATHALIE
I think that one is answerable and quite easy to answer but because I think it´s a product of everything, (well I can only speak for myself but I know this also includes Hans) of how all the conditioning I have as a person, where I grew up, the society around me, the country I brought up, I was fed in imagery and stories and how I perceive that world and the difficulties of perceiving something or accepting something or been against or with it. So I think that…I forgot the question again. I had a point and I lost it!
THOMAS
It was about the inspiring. You started saying kind of that everything is the source. And this maybe leads to another question. Is it you and your life and everything that happens in your life the source of the topics and the art work? It´s all of it. Because it sometimes seems that you are not so depending on art history or other artist´s works. A lot of artists, they quote and they develop and further develop and go on that canon of art history. You seem no to do that.
NATHALIE
No, sometimes I wish I did that. Only when I wish to sound smart. No…I don´t. I think that even the art that itself refers so much to art history and philosophy or whatever that artists refer to. And even thought that happens art can still stand by itself and I´m not that interested in it or if I am interested in art and some art really really fascinates me I don´t necessarily have to connect it to what I´m doing. For me art is more what I keep on doing, what I keep on having a fascination for to do. And it doesn´t have to do anything! Or it does. Everything that I say or hear can also be the opposite of that. But if the art history never happened I would still want to create this. And this is a search so it´s a looking and trying to find what it is that I was actually looking for but that point never comes because there is no one finished. There´s no end to that. I think for Hans it´s even more abstract than for me.
THOMAS
Another thing you said is that art for you is your “free zone”. And a “free zone” is free from hypocrisy, free from hiding, pretending, free from masks. And what I wanted to know concerning “free zone” is, because it´s something very personal, very precious, very vulnerable even. Why? why did you decide to share it?
NATHALIE
But first the free zone is not completely free or amazing or fantastic all the time. The free is also to see that “oh! I´m very scared or worried to do this” and still I choose to do it because somewhere in the society it has to be allowed to do this. So as long as that doesn´t hurt anyone else. Well of course art can hurt someone´s feelings or something like that, but it´s not an action against someone. OK but the “why”. Why share it? Why not? There are several answers to why share it with someone else. The best one is that someone gets something out of seeing what we are doing and has a reaction to that. The funniest reaction would be if someone thinks “oh! This is great! It did something to me”. Then there´s joy and you feel “wow” and in that there´s a sharing. The sharing it´s fantastic. It´s fantastic to share something with someone. We have made something and someone gets touched by that. It makes the distance between you and that someone much less. So that´s why. And if someone wouldn´t have a positive reaction, that can be important too for that person. You can´t say what it would be good for that person. You can´t say what it would be good for someone else but- And the other “why”, why sharing is- No I don´t know.
HANS
No, but it´s true. You could sit and make art and make music at home and just not show it to anyone, but sharing is a big part of it. You want to connect with people. You want to be liked
NATHALIE
Yeah yeah, well liked, but you might also be disliked. You might even be more disliked than liked.
HANS
There´s a social aspect. You want to give it out and connect.
THOMAS
But it´s not missionary.
NATHALIE & HANS
No, I don´t think so, no
HANS
No, because there is so much of the internal process during the making.
NATHALIE
No but missionary is saying that I have something important to say that I can teach you. But I really really don´t feel like I have that. It´s just the showing. There is something that I see that happened in me creative. Someone else got something out of it. But how can I- Sometimes I feel like Hans does that for me. Oh, you, mm. You really pushed it to where I wanted to go for the animation “Worship”. When he had finished the music for that. And we were talking about yes, the music is physical. So you look at something that looks physical but it´s actually not, and it passes. But the music really hits you in your body and- So then I got something out of that.
THOMAS
The stop-motion technique for the animations, the clay and the settings, can relate to puppet theatre. It appears almost childliken in a way. The contrast between form and content sometimes couldn´t be bigger. Is it kind of like a strategy and purpose to maximize impact? Or is it just a very personal way to see it?
NATHALIE
No, it´s not a strategy because it´s- Stop-motion and working with puppets it´s the medium that I found that works best for me but of course you have that contrast between what it appears to be for children and the content. For me it´s just the smoothest way to do what I want to do. I think that if I would find in in painting or working with actors, I would. But I really don´t. I don´t get it there, because I have to keep it really close to me to keep it interesting for me.
HANS
So the effect that seems childlike and then you get surprised by the theme is more bonus or a coincidence, maybe
NATHALIE
Well, it´s not a bonus or coincidence cause it´s just inherit on the way I work. That process happened that made me discover stop-motion and made me really really attracted to it. It made me feel what I wanted to see, what I wanted to find out. It was the easiest way.
THOMAS
Around or before “The Black Pot” you decided to leave that kind of figurative characters and plot. Can you explain this almost radical development within your work?
NATHALIE
No, I can´t explain it. I was just really tired of it. It felt like- I made one animation, Hans made the music and then I felt like, yeah, no. I have nothing more to say. Completely no interest in me whatsoever to tell any story ever again. It really felt finished. That there was nothing to drag. Where there´s not an interest or an idea, there´s nothing to do. But then there was interest for something else. We had talked more and more about music and what that was, and I got really interested in abstraction and I never cared about that before, so-
HANS
Around that time also, when the animations became more abstract, more innwards looking, suddenly the music had a much bigger role. I also turned into my techno way of making, because I also make techno music so I used that side more. The music got a bigger role in animations and they sort of came up to the same level. That was also a big change in the work.
NATHALIE
But then after a few years, because of course what you show also drags a bit behind which also makes you feel a bit like you never show any new work and you are already onto something else. But the interest just came back for me, more free. I could do again, actually whatever I wanted. If there´s any way you can do whatever you want, it should be in art. So the new animations are for me a bit more abstract and don´t have to follow a storyline or anything.
THOMAS
What I find interesting following that kind of thought or thinking in “Worship”, it´s about sexuality, it´s kind of explicit. The actions as explicit as they are or appear, they stay implied. The characters sort of just pretend.
HANS
It´s all implied in that film. I mean the film isn´t explicit really itself. Nothing happens. Everything takes place in the mind of the viewer, which I find very interesting. The film is so open and leaves everything open. It´s just the suggestions. Strong suggestions. But I don´t know, it´s also not even too obvious-
NATHALIE
Yeah. Well, it´s pretty obvious. No need to do more. Maybe I would have done more, because of course sometimes I´m like “How far can I go?” “How far should I go?” “How far do I want to go?”. Usually when I feel like I´m not allowed to do this or, I shouldn´t do this, or how will this be perceived?, that´s where the freedom aspect comes in and I know that I have to do it because I´m censoring myself before it is even done. In this animation I didn´t censor. I didn´t not do anything I wanted to do. Because it´s not really, it´s not about intercourse. It´s about scraping on the surface of wanting sexuality and go really deep. I don´t have words for this. But I also get happy about that because I did the film. For me it´s ok not to be able to really say what it is.
THOMAS
Is it sort of an escape plan? The pretending, not showing entirely what you see and leaving it open?
NATHALIE
Not an escape. I think if you are fed- If you really see everything, you are fed and you have the closure. That´s what porn does. You watch porn but It´s just to get to the closure. It´s just to come to the “huh”. And whether that starts up again, it´s something else. But this is not about coming to the finishing point. This is to see that there´s something else than the finishing point.
HANS
It´s more about the strive
NATHALIE
Since art is supposed to be free, everyone that sees it and have and interpretation, that interpretation is right. It´s not wrong. So if someone is like “well this is just for the closure” “this is just to reach that end” then good, ok, for that person, that´s what it is. So when I say what it is for me, it´s just exactly what it is for me and I can´t say what it´s for anyone else, but- Now I lost what- I forgot the question.